Present:
I've been dating this guy for a few days shy of a month now. We've been inseparable since we met, but not in the Romeo and Juliet-kind-of-way. We just text if we have time and spend every night with each other. It's the most lax, but caring relationship I've ever been in. With that said, obviously we've logged a lot of time together and we talk constantly about the past, present, future, and all of the little things that really make us us. Not just the "What's your favorite movie? What bands do you like? What's you favorite colour?" We talk about the stuff, but spend more time talking about why our favorites are our favorites; what it means on the deepest of levels; what many people forget is the real issue at hand. We also talk people a lot. Why we're friends with who we are, why we're not friends with people we're not, and we talk values, beliefs, and morals A LOT. Something many people seem to lack nowadays.
Fast Forward:
I think My Boyfriend told me he loved me twice in the past couple of days. I say "I think" because the concept of that happening is so foreign to me, because I'm NEVER in a long term relationship, so there's almost never an opportunity for that to possibly happen...unless he pulls a Ted Mosby on me.... I'm just not entirely sure I heard him right, maybe? Or maybe it was an "I love you" like when you eat a cheeseburger and you just look at it before you take a bite and say, "I love you" and then devour it. Or when you buy a video game and you enjoy playing it SO much that you just want to stare at the case and profess your undying gratitude for it. Or when you order your favorite drink and as it washes over your taste buds and rolls down your throat you just feel so euphoric and happy....
I just don't know. Is it the real, big-deal, actual L thing or does My Boyfriend simply love me like a cheeseburger??
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